If it feels like the fates are against you, they probably are!

I seriously got that from a fortune cookie this past week! And guess what? I think they are...

I recently took a photo that describes how my past couple of days have been...

Yup. Pretty much.

I'm going to tell you exactly what to do to make sure "the fates" (aka SATAN!!!) don't work against you, at least from my personal experience.

#1 - Don't be poor. Because SATAN loves to rub it in your face and do everything within his power to make you even more poor if you are, and makes people not hire you so you can't make anymore money. Money is stupid, just sayin'.

#2 - Don't "have" a missionary. If you already do, then you know. I say this because probably it has been one of the hardest things of my life. Because when you are all by yourself, SATAN also rubs this in your face and says "HAHA! He is 7,777 miles away from you and you don't even know if he is okay or safe! Take that!" (Which I know he is, but I am a stupid human worry wart.) Stupid SATAN!!!!!!!!!

#3 - Make sure you don't buy fish that die when you are away from your apartment in Thatcher. Just don't.

#4 - Don't go the opposite direction that the most massive rain cloud known to the Gila Valley is going. Then you will miss all the fun rain and stuff.

#5 - LAST ONE. Make sure you don't sleep retarded. If you do, then you will wake up at 6:30 in the morning feeling grumpy wishing your neck and shoulder didn't hurt.

Sorry for complaining so much, I am really not usually like this. But ya know, we are all human sometimes and aren't always "delightful Delsy." Without sadness, you can't know happiness right?

So I guess what I am trying to say is, Delsy has to be sad sometimes in order to be delightful most of the time. YEAH!

Super random! But okay...

I am at home in Snowflake! Yay!

I just wanted to share a few of my favorite phrases ever with you, because I like words. So if you don't, why are you here? Anyway, on with the show!

Silence speaks loud and clear. - From the musical Jekyll and Hyde

The night seems so much louder when I am here alone. - From the musical Little Women

(Seeing a trend here?)

Sorry interupting here for a second... I love the musical Little Women, and also the book. So most of the rest of my quotes are probably going to be from that... Yeah.

I will never stop till I find my time and place. I will be fearless surrendering modesty and grace. I will not disappear without a trace!

You make me smile, you make me laugh, you make me care. How can I explain that in my heart I feel a pain when your not there?

Okay, now I am done with Little Women! On with our lives...

BUT! My all time favorite quote of all time (right now) is...

Faith is not knowing what the future holds...
But who holds the future.

G'night

So I am in Mesa with my cousin, having a BLAST! It feels like vacation!

Today we watched Charlie, and now I remember why I don't watch that movie very often. I pretty much just cry for the last fourth of the movie! It really is a great movie though.

I have been thinking about Hercules the Disney movie today though, and how gospel applicable it is! Seriously, listen to the lyrics of Go the Distance! It is amazing when thought of on gospel terms!

Headed back home to Thatcher today. It has been such a great weekend though!

The Amazing Sophie

So this is little baby Sophie. My sister needed pictures of her blankets for her new business she's starting up, and we needed a baby. We tried calling all some people but they fell through, but we finally got a hold of Sophie's mom. So she was the model!


Not going to lie though, I wasn't quite sure how this photo shoot would go. Sophie has Down's Syndrome. I had some thoughts like, "Will she behave? Will she throw tantrums?" I just wasn't sure what to expect.

I got to the home of Sophie, and her mom brings her in. She has the biggest grin on her face, this four month old baby, and instantly she took my breath away. She was one of the most beautiful babies I have ever seen!

We start the photo shoot, and she is just gorgeous! No tantrums, no fits, just smiles and playfulness.

So we decide we want her asleep, so her mom just picks her up and walks with her around for five minutes, and within that time she is fast asleep. I couldn't believe it! Seriously, one of the best babies ever! It was probably the smoothest photo shoot I have ever done!

Now, I am just at home pondering and thinking about this experience.

I am now thinking to myself, "Who am I to judge this sweet innocent baby before I even knew her?" I felt horrible for a while.

But now, just thinking about her makes me so happy! What a beautiful little girl!

She really has impacted my life, even within the little time we had together. What a beautiful spirit she has, so innocent and pure. Too innocent for the world to take grasp of her. She is a beautiful daughter of Heavenly Father, and he loves her so much! So much, He gave her the mind and body she has because He knows she can help others, like me, to see the beauty and innocence in the world.

And all this is going on in my head as I sit here, crying like a little baby just thinking about this amazing, beautiful little girl. What a blessing it is for me to even know her.

Still not asleep... Dang. Its so dark! Except for that one little light. Can you see it? Anyway...

I must have insomnia!

But for reals, I seriously can't sleep! Hypnosis isn't helping, music isn't helping... WHAT TO DO?

I don't like not having money also. I am applying for more jobs tomorrow, so hopefully something will come up! That would make me super super happy! And maybe I could go to sleep!

But seriously, I am just having the hardest time sleeping. Maybe I will pick up a new hobby or actually complete a song I start writing, or even write a book. Who knows? The possibilities are endless!

Anyway, maybe I will just tell ya'll some of my favorite quotes!

{ P.S. } If you like any of these, and want high resolution copies, I DID make them so I could give you a copy, just ask. This also means, please don't copy any of these without my permission. Thanks!

So I am pretty sure I cant sleep right now. Actually, I am very sure I can't sleep right now. Gr. What to do? Oh, I KNOW! I am going to stay awake and BLOG BLOG BLOG! Because what else are you suppose to do at one in the morning? Oh yeah, SLEEP!

So once upon a time I got really sunburnt. And now it is hard to sleep. The end.

I wish I could fall asleep... But alas, sleep leaves me.

Well, I am going to try to go to sleep again. You will know I didn't succeed if I end up posting again. Wish me luck!

This is the last time I will change my blog background for a long time, PROMISE!

I have a problem, I tend to change my blog background a lot. So bear with me if it is different every time you look at this....

Today, I am in a Sara Bareilles music mood for sure. Once I figure out how to put a playlist on here, you can listen, too! :)

I hate sunburns, they are the worst ever. Especially when you can't sleep on your stomach or your back, because either side has a severe sunburn on it. Bleh.

Okay, so I am not very good at this whole thoughts onto blog process... I am sorry.

I just decided that this is turning into a list of facts of I. Here we go!

I don't like it when people are sad.
I love music, especially lyrics of music.
I don't know how I live, because I have no groceries.
I am not an emotional person on the outside, but the inside is a whole other story...
When I came to college, I lost my tear ducts.
I believe that everyone has beauty in them.
I have never met a truly ugly person EVER.
I never want to eat mac and cheese for the rest of my life. (2.5 years down already!)
I tend to miss people more than I should.
I have to sleep with all the doors in my room closed, including the closet.
I don't like the color green.
I don't like odd numbers.
I may or may not be OCD sometimes...
I usually hate talking about myself, but not right now.

HA.